Great song ^__^

Did you rise the sun for me?

Or paint a million stars that I might

Know your majesty?

Is your voice upon the wind?

Is everything I've known marked

with my maker's fingerprints?

Breathe on me

Let me see your face

Ever I will seek you

'Cause all your are, is all I want, always

Draw me close, in your arms

Oh God, I wanna be with you

Can I feel you in the rain?

Abandon all I am to have you

capture me again

Let the earth resound with praise

Can you hear as all creation lives

to glorify your name?

PIII(s)

Call it his Achilles’ heel, that fatal flaw was hardly any glitch…Seriously. She on the other hand, was the entire exposed heel; if you know what I mean. Medication was like a tumour to her. Constant costs, constant cramps, constant chaos. Her mind and her mum were at split ends; oh don’t get me started about her hair, because it’s a mess. Words can hardly describe what she does to the frills (or if she even bothers in the first place). Thus, with that alone, this was considered college life suicide.

The stigma really started to set in, and well, life just got a whole lot tougher. Self inflicted, you might say…Neh. She loved sleep, who doesn’t? It’s just that time was rarely on her side, so don’t mind the daily mad-hair-days.

Getting your own clique was really essential in school, it’s your safety net, your refuge, your life (in school), basically. It’s essentially that animal instinct, that herd mentality; stick close and it’s harder to break (either you or the other bloke). Well yeah, that’s what she did, but of course, not all cliques actually click.That nagging pain of being the isolated one didn’t just get at her; Mr X did get some flak, moral flak. He didn’t have his own clique either, but surviving by being nomadic proved better than brooding around the same boring crowd (apart from the occasional longing to settle down of course). That was when he decided. He went over and sat on that bare bench, the only table in the entire canteen during “peak-hour recess”, with only one person.

I see 2 ways, 1 way I've seen it

Part 2: (or so the saga continues :)...)

Mr X knew something was wrong with her; simple social dynamics like in the class room and she’s already hapless about it. Maybe he was slightly more observant and caring. Or maybe he just cared. Sometimes other girls think he’s trying to hit on them. Sometimes, they’re just obnoxious; just a little. Mr X too wasn’t too bright, but what he had was something no one else could imagine. That little X factor in him always never failed to show. Being blown away was a common feeling others had when they were around him. X never boasted; but he did get quite pumped up in hot air…Sometimes, sometimes. He thanks God for everything he has, maybe that’s what sets him apart. Perhaps, I would say.

Like mentioned earlier, school was the metaphorical battlefield for the both of them. Nonetheless, that’s how soldiers from all walks of life are forced to work together. That’s when she met him. Under all the artillery fire of homework and common tests, they both realised their synergistic ability; debate. Their constant crossfire would keep them ahead of the lagging class in G.P, no doubt about that. Indeed in showed in the common tests.

He did his prayers, his minute-or-so morning devotion. Sometimes at night he’d pray for his friends to be saved and healed. Sometimes he’d forget, but not because he didn’t care, he definitely did; but he just couldn’t hold his guts together. It would seem an infinite number of opportunities would have slipped past the slits in his tattered fate. Even so, the atheist friend of his…called it faith.

Reader discretion. All characters here are seriously ficticious. Any resemblence to the author (as some dumbass readers you guys may be) would be a mere effing coincidence ^_^

born-stub

No wonder its hard to live;

estranged lovers walking far,

really far.

I don't give a shit,

never daunted I say,

everyday brings new hope

New life, new light

Started on my little story for the holidays....hope it's interesting :DDDD

Part 1:
Mr X and Ms Y were friends. A peculiar couple of people you could say. Their height difference was over half a metre; their weight difference was, well, about 40 kilos. This relationship of pals really can’t stand the pressure of a…pressure cooker. I guess time will tell.

Ms Y suffered from schizophrenia, she didn’t tell many people about it. It was a silent disease and battle she had being fighting since Primary 6. PSLE and the big “O” must have got to her I guess. When she entered Pre-U, things got a little out of hand; nothing really drastic in the eyes of a normal bloke, but Ms Y really had everything going against her; almost.

That was when Mr X crossed her path. He wasn’t the classic knight in shining armour or the suave stud that’ll sweep her off to safety. Sadly no, not every story has a beautiful end.

This one’s…a sad one.

The Inconvenient Truth

Silver it was predicted. Silver it was. SYF wasn't the best run as Sarizah said...I'd second that, but HEY! Silver's still something LA. Thanks to everyone. Team PJ Too-late-for-Hitler-but-not-for-us-HOOAH!

Whoots. GP's ova and I tell you, I loved the AQ. Never had I the chance to speak that liberally, but the exam gave me the one and only opportunity. ^_^ Thanks PJ (once again, rare but yea) :)

The ISD is really up to our collar pins and button holes. Matt's a clear indication of that. Go ask his fervent spruncing. :D hoo hoo.

Fooling around with some image warping nonsense...I call it "Descencion to Earth". :D.....muaaahhaahaha -__-

Oh and Lit. camp is one big.. SHIE LE? XD lolzxzzzx

IN GOD WE TRUST

19 hours. PJ will either make history or continue the streak. Seeing our rugby guys get bronze really pumps the school pride in for us....at least for me la I guess.

I already anticipate missing the times we drama people were together. The times the ex J2s gave out pizza to welcome us....to the times we had to re-elect the exco, to the tons of sweat me and cyn got out for the 1.9k set that looks like SHIT. Thanks man. Thanks for sharing vodka when I was stressed :D

SYF is not a festival

It's a artistic battle

This IS WAR

75 hours and counting...

PHEW. Tough week. The weekend is really needed I tell you. R&R.

Mon.'s the final rehearsal and then that's it. Half an hour on tues. afternoon with prove whether Drama has been any good for the past 6 months.

Currently mathing and cheming... 3 tests ahead GP, Bio, Math.

Plus 1 wrist strain and a bloody carpet burn (as in literal blood). It's more of burnout than stressed out. Long hours are just draining.

Damp lanes

Slumber sewer

walks. Tired darkness

fading.

Solitude

Cobble stones and the drip drop

of the after rain.

Presipitates the glass

across the vast road.

.....zzz....can't I slack for once :*

PS: The fun run and being gay tiger really brought life after all ^.^

YEAH

Some pictures just HAVE to be up on every wall :D No kidding

PHEW.....I recovered just in time for the school performance. Thank God...seriously!!! ^.^

And thanks Willy for the get-well-soon prayers too...oh and 2 more injuries to the Tiger role.....1 BAAADDD carpet burn (the blood stains quite a bit :D OOPS :P) and 2 joint strains. Oh and HAHA Joanne and me are labelled show stoppers :O cool nia. Eh me= 4 liner + 1 big silent sex scene (still PG sadly :D) = show stoppeR?!?!? -.- a bit diao right.

SYF....still a silver though. >.<

Oh well....If drama doesn't work out, I've got my Gay 'Sync gay band to fall back on.

Take it away from left: Matthew Fatone, Gilchrist Kirkpatrick, Cynic Timberlake & JC Hariz

Sniffles

OH boy, mini tests are popping up, "chilli and mayo"'s all over my face...what next? :)

Yes, a whole long list. Past 2 weeks have been putting my health on strain. It's buckling...I can feel it. At least I know myself XD and not suddenly drop dead. CHOI. (:

2 weeks. And I'll nerdify myself. Thank PJ (rare but yea) for putting Mid-Years after June holis.

Oh and the General Office aunty (Benedict's mummy) is just one of a kind :D (similar kind to the Great White Librarian too :P)

Hot week huh. I sometimes wonder how critical a state the Earth is in.....

Othello starring Lawrence Fishburne is pretty cool. Zara complains it's DAMN boring...Nerine's got a pirate copy from yours sincerely; I don't know why Zaleena must go to America and leave her poor Lit. rep. and co rep. with absolutely nothing. Plus Lit. week is just some arty fart that had to be expelled because it had to be. -.- Wei Song, pls don't hate me if this doesn't go well. I expect screw ups.

SYF standards: Surely Silver.

really :)

PS: I miss you

WHIZZZZZ

OOH....gleneagles on Sat. was COOL. :) Damn smart doctor we had as a guide....really inspires nursing as a career :) She said "scholarship", I went "eep". You know what that means..XD

Anyway, today was NS NAPFA. 9.15 mins. New personal best for 2.4km run. :D cool siall...even I shocked myself ^.^ not bragging....just saying. Thank God for the nice timing ^.^.....Snicker bar + 100 plus gave a little push too though... I think? (:

Short post...for obvious reasons...

BOGGLIVIOUS

Maybe pictures talk better than me talking.....

~ WE ALL KNOW WHAT I'm referring to. Right? RRIIGHT? T.T

We need Esther. BADLY. I don't want more blue blacks for some lost cause, I'm no masochist okay. It seems lightings are not done by some mercenary. BULLSHIT!!?!?! Now who's gonna be figuring the lights? ME. Who's gonna get credit? Some "lightings manager". Who get's stress? ME. -.- I do sounds I get the discs...I practically do clean ups after every drama session. Don't blame the J1s at all. No SYF = No SYF lvl enthu-ness....Agreeable.

We need better props. WE NEED TO DROP 2 INCHES OFF OUR WAISTLINE :(....am I not pole-ish enough. O.O

MUSE(S)

~funny how the laughter fades and the smiles just disappear

E learning day starts in a few hours...Really, technology doesn't work with MOE. RI tried it for a week..And with experience, it seriously doesn't really help.

Being a mediator really stinks. The perks are that you have the chance to decide officially what happens...while the on-job dangers have either side up in arms. (at you of course) Human nature. Don't need no genius to figure that out, oh but I do wish I had superpowers. Not the ones on Heroes, not the ones no X-men/ Facebook. It's the powers of taking time to look. Yes, simply that. (not literally, obviously for you slow people)

Sometimes I really wish everyone would have thought bubbles in the comics and so nothing is hidden. All the true intentions, the misconstrued conceptions and ideas can be so clearly understood. Many klutz's around us barely grasp the dynamics of friendship.

It's not isolation, it's surveillance. :)

Swish swash

Past the great rift of mud, sand

Wash past seas of the salt

Solitude stands strong

Quivers as shadows whisp and cool breeze brushes

being the unseen but heard; it stares hard.

Raw flesh oozing strength; its

Bareness of qualities cast away.

Shunned.

The mask of mirrors says tells the truth

Light cast on the opposite realm

Maybe lies can run

but truth is justice's gun.

The empty shell has nothing of worth;

Dust to dust under golden crowns

Worth of salt not worth a penny

Stand up and give a wave, the elements brave

your move; so sure.

Liberation, the gatekeeper bows

at the right foot.

Today marks Man's line of sight

End to a beginning

Tomorrow symbolically represents the 3rd day of Jesus' crucifixion. Risen from the dead in third days. He has conquered death and thus because of that, the veil between us and God is torn, and we can now pray anytime anywhere! How great is that. Faith is something you believe has happened without seeing it with your own eyes. The reward is of course, being blessed that you know Christ is risen and so will you.

Anyway, besides all that, my bro has been having PR problems with the Hokkien Pings in camp. My mum is like nagging about how he must learn to reach out and not be so snobbish. XD My my, he's 2.5(365) days older, and he's my total opposite pole. 1 thing is he can't wait to down pes; was once thinking of breaking his own arm (hopefully he was just kidding.. really don't know :X) And I'm thinking of doing OCS and sign on for a degree sponsorship with 6 yr bond after XD...3 chocolate bars on the shoulder too. :P

Blabla enough talk...there's elegant Korean Drama Piss and Poo by Austen ( not Austin..shizzles :P) XD Mug? NAh....pleasure reading I must say. sparknotes.com could help the last min. cramming too. ^.^

In the midst of everything

Roar. Being tiger is going through a lifetime of blows. No not that sick sort of blows, but having a list of mini injuries whilst preparing for common test seriously stings. >.o

Ouchy List:
11 blue blacks
5 sprains
2 cramps (arm, not menstrual =.=)
3 carpet burns
OH and I think my spec. frame is almost busted >.<

....and I already am whining to myself....And "coincidentally" Kit Yee's been tahan-ing braces tightening... Join the group. :D The fatigue really drains everything out.

I'm thinking, wow, JEsus was superhuman, endure whipping thorny crown, carrying cross, nailed thrice...and still not die...o.o.

And about tahan-ing things, Gordon the wushu coach says I'm weak. I'm like hello, my frame doesn't exactly look beefy to you right? I mena I run la...but I don't pump metal...I could la, but aiya..not reaally needed wad.

This also means, wearing a leg brace plus Counterpain to get me fighting fit again within a week X.x

Anyway, I'm done purging the pain. :) Sounds weird but hey, it works. Learning steps is so tough (especially if you need to jump forward roll, flip, pounce, be dragged, be kicked, die.) It's some sort of drama I guess........ Anyway, back to mugging :) Good luck to everyone for CT.

Run for Jesus :)

First off: Thank you Jesus! For EVERYTHING ! The starting and growing of Pioneer JC's Christian Fellowship...now at least 35+++ strong. :)! Meetings (if Willyfred sticks to what he said :P) are on Fridays 2pm @ F4-13. Excellent to bring your friends waiting for CCA :) OUTREACH TTM okayS?

SECOND: WOOHOOS. TENTH POSITION in the X country run. I though "X" was pronounced "acts" UNTIL i realised it was CROSS =.= I mean can't the school just print CROSS? it's just 4 letters more. o.<. Anyway. Leon and I had a good fight for the last kilo. Overtaking each other like a megalojigillion times. IN the end, he took 8th position. :D Er...my only excuse is...he's in Rowing okay?? (see my prophesy of rower boys being a pian in the ****** came true) Nice one Leon; brings back memories we shared in sec3 when I pwned you XD...Now it's your turn to pwn me :P ^.^ Wooo!
Thank you Jie Yong for the physio workout after that KILLERISH cramp came. saved me the torture. Ton o torture. Re-inspires me to be Nurse Ow. Really :)
Thank you Zara and Jia Li and Paul for the screams. Xie xie (I have to defy your shie le thing :)..i'm a non conformer ^.^) all that shouts made that Uber fit math teacher tell me "woah, you're really popular". I NEARLL spewed my saliva on her...like PHTTTAHAHA.etcetc)

OHOH another thing? 2 weeks ago we had the mock longkang run...and we did it with another class. There was this super duper fit dude who chionged non stop and was out of sight by the time I turned the first bridge >.< I was thinking )W@($*&%@)(# if this is just 1 of the countless rower boys. I'm SO DEAD X.X But phew, he IS the fastest dude in PJ, SO HENG SIA :D (= damn sway 2 weeks ago) :D





PS: I'm thinking of wearing that silver bling pin thing as the college pin... Wonder if Cameron Yao will allow. :P kk..no more bragging. ^.^ Byes and take care, you.

A picture paints a thousand laughs

My Dad passed me these...see what happens if you suck in the Engiasflknavh language. :) Enjoy.














You must have said:
SCREW YOU!!!!

Communist playgrounds suck...

NOOOoOOO!!

DAMN, dagnabbit. Beep test was super draining X.X... Got 12.2. Better that some hockey dude Pat. Hiap was talking about... :D BUT SHOOT, I screwed my calf muscle -.- I unknowingly stretched it and now it aches. AAAAAAAAA.

Not because of the pain but...tomorrow I can't run TMM (to my max) >.<"""" SHEEZH. Sain, I'll be biting rower boySSS dust tmr =.= CONFIRM. I think i might not even get top 50 and get a cutesy collar pin XD. Will ask Zara/Jia Li to help make one...INStead of a sticker starrr o.<

And Common Test is like after March Holis. PHEW there aren't too many topics for Bio and Math, otherwise Si Kiao kiao lez. Must MUG ON!

PS: btw Counterpain RAWKS my socks :D IT BURNNSSsss...

Anyway, "always giving thanks for all things in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ to God and even the Father" I'm fine with running with one leg :)...whatever la...see how lor ^.^

Agapao

It's Valentine's Day and I never expected to get cool thingys from anyone. But I did, I did! Zara & JiaLi were giving the taggy things. I got 1 ^.^ Heart hearts. Oh oh... and Nerine really had to make the other guys in my class hate me for 1 hour O.<. Thanks hor. But wah, so much effort into the little BLUE bottle! :D Shie Le Square :)

I'm not the sort who'd have the motivation? to really make stuff for my pals/whoever. :D Sorry la. But confirm will return the favour :).

AND WA so sian!! I'm sick again. X,x yea...liu bi ti TTM -,- I like killed how many trees with my mucus X.X

1 of the things I'll be praying to God is for him to give me speedy recovery so I can really run and do him proud on the 28th/29th XD. Hopefully(wishwishwishwish) top 20? :P Anyway, God Bless you readers, take care and CYALL around.

On Eagles wings

I love Don Moen's song, (title's my blog title). Wilfred and some ex SC people started PJCCF or PJC Christian Fellowship and I went for the first time this morning. The waking up isn't too bad...15mins earlier than usual.




Really, making time to talk to God isn't that hard. I had a terrible bout of sinus AGAIN as usual, and I prayed, "Lord, will you take this illness away from me and heal me from my sinus". My prayer was not answered immediately, but that's 1 thing for me to keep praying about at least:D. YFC (Youth For Christ) came too, altogether more than 15 of us. Pretty good crowd I must say. What we are asking God to do is grant us a place IN school so that it's easier to reach out to our mates who haven't heard of Jesus.

Anyways, I kinda like wushu, it's smooth but astringent. Like me, like sus. :) He totally speaks my heart I tell you. Blatant yes, truthful yes^.^ I'm like the Oracle you know? I emailed the pres on fri/sat about what to do with the script and BAM I tell you!! HALF OF Everything I said came to past. WAY before desmond suggested them...I'm NOT a bragger ******er but HEY HEY I'm saying input is impt and i BET less than 5 ppl emailed pres. WHY? :)